i know it has been awhile since i posted.  and i could post the worlds longest post to catch up, but i plan on posting a little about the last few months and what is going on now in the near future.  so if you see a date in the title that is when the post actually happened.
since my last post i have closed the store.  i officially closed august 28th, but didn't fully move out of there until september 12.  that was the roughest 14 weeks of my life.  working long hours.  emotionally draining long hours.  i decided months and months before i made my announcement, but it was new to everyone else and for them to take it in was hard.  even though i had come to peace about it i had to help everyone else get to an ok place.  many i think are still in denial.
moving out was tough too.  physically draining.  i have super friends that stayed and helped me.  and some of my friends have super friends that came and helped also.  i was truly amazed at how these people who don't know me spent their weekend moving stuff.  i needed that to renew my faith in people.
but, now i am at home during the day.  and anyone who had bets that i would be crazy bored by the end of the first month has lost the bet.  i am in the process of cleaning out my house.  decluttering.  majorly.  i don't think the kids are fully realized how big this is.  they find some of the things i am doing, but until i hit their room, i don't think they will get it.  so far the count is 3 LARGE trashcans to the dump and one car load of stuff to goodwill.  sadly, that is just from the office and office closet.  today's agenda: the living room.
i am amazed at how much i am in the car running errands and what-not.  how did all this get done before?  we have added some additional events to the calendar, but still....
so now that things have slowed a little and i am getting into a groove expect more frequent posts.  and yes, i know i have said that before, you'll just have to check back to see if i am a liar or not.
happy cleaning,
tara
Not the results that we were prepared for
1 year ago


